So, I've been working on the transcription for "The Girl with the Curl" tonight (for the LiveJournal group 206_bones), as well as an hour here or there when I'm able, and I just have to say... this episode is a challenging one to write out. If for no other reason than the fact that the subject matter is difficult all around: the death of a little girl, and the tragic circumstances for another little girl (who committed the crime through a horrible accident and then covered it up because she was afraid and because she wanted to win a pageant). Those things are troubling and sad to watch.
But then on top of it all, you add in this stellar performance by TJ, in these scenes that just ... reach in and squeeze my heart until it hurts ...
To watch it over and over again in order to write it out, it just kills me. *shakes head* Poor Hodgins. I ache for him and the position he's in at the end of this episode. It's heartbreaking for him. And TJ's face conveys it all so beautifully. Every minute expression and emotion.
Pardon my language, but ... he's really a f***ing good actor. Seriously. Sheesh.
And Michaela Conlin does such a subtle job in that final scene, the way she's barely able to look him in the eye as she shuts him down. Just look at how well she conveys Angela's fears without actually saying them out loud. I can't hate Angela for what she does to Hodgins in this moment because she makes me understand her point of view, as difficult and heartbreaking as it is. It's such a big step to take, especially for someone like her character. She's the woman who only gave of herself three weeks a year to her former boyfriend. That's all she was able to give. And I think it's because she was afraid to give more of herself, in case the other person would then turn around and leave her. And then he did -- he died, which was so horrible, and she probably felt like she'd been selfish, like she hadn't given him enough, she hadn't felt ready to give him more than those three weeks a year. Also, I don't recall knowing much about her mother, but I know her father's probably on the road a lot, as a musician, so she doesn't get the stability of that male relationship either. Add it all up, and I can see why she ran from Hodgins the moment they seemed like they worked well together. It's so sad!
Anyway, I needed to take a break from the heartbreaking look on TJ's face in that final scene, just for a moment. Thought I'd stop by and convey these thoughts before I dive back in.
Please, everyone, if there's anything you'd like to add, jump in and discuss this episode! I'd love to hear your thoughts about it.
~ Sherry